#195 You Wanna Kiss Me (2020)


Lyrics
When I sleep alone
I dream there's someone
And then She try to kill me
Someone try to kill me
I said try to kill me
When I sleep alone
I dream there's someone
And then She try to kill me
Someone try to kill me
I said try to kill me
When I sleep alone
I dream there's someone
And then She try to kill me
Someone try to kill me
I said try to kill me
Yeah
Please girls leave me alone
I don't need anyone
Yeah
Please guys leave me alone
I don't need anyone
Yeah, cause I know that you
Try to kill me, you
Try to blame me, you
Try to hurt me, I know
You wanna kiss me, you
Try to kill me, you
Try to blame me, you
Try to hurt me, I know
You wanna kiss me
Please girls leave me alone
I don't need anyone
Yeah
Please guys leave me alone
I don't need anyone
Yeah, cause I know that you
Saya bermimpi
Bahwa sustu saat nanti
Setiap anak dapat minum
Air yang bersih
Try to kill me
Try to blame me
Try to hurt me
Wanna kiss me
Yeah, please girls leave me alone
I don't need anyone
Yeah, cause I know that you
Try to kill me, you
Try to blame me, you
Try to hurt me, I know
You wanna kiss me, you
Try to kill me, you
Try to blame me, you
Try to hurt me, I know
You wanna kiss me
Try to kill me
You
Try to blame me
You
Try to hurt me
You wanna kiss me
Try to kill me, yeah
Try to blame me, yeah
Try to hurt me, yeah
You wanna kiss me
Try to kill me, you
You try to blame me, you
You try to hurt me
You wanna kiss me
Try to kill me
Try to blame me
Try to hurt me
You wanna kiss me
The Secret and Inspiration
Pedro, a 45-year-old man, landed in Bali in search of peace after a turbulent divorce in Portugal. The island, known as the "Island of a Thousand Gods", welcomed him with its ornate temples, streets perfumed with the incense of offerings and a welcoming people who lived in harmony with nature. His plan was to stay for three months, but fate had other plans. One day after his arrival, the Indonesian government declared a lockdown due to the COVID-19 pandemic. Tourism disappeared, the beaches were deserted and the hustle and bustle of the villages gave way to silence. Pedro, with no option to return, had to adapt to life on the island, immersing himself in the local culture and rediscovering the simplicity of everyday life.
It was in Ubud, the cultural heart of Bali, that Pedro found refuge. Among lush rice fields, sacred temples and small cafes hidden in alleys, he began to reconnect with himself. During his wanderings, he came across a family-run warung, a small traditional Balinese restaurant, where he sampled authentic nasi goreng and fresh fish sate lilit. There, he met Dewi, a 27-year-old woman with a serene look and silent strength. The daughter of a local healer, Dewi carried within her the wisdom of ancient Balinese traditions. She was coming out of a long and painful relationship, trying to rebuild her life, and Pedro saw in her a light that illuminated his own darkness.
The connection between the two grew naturally, between conversations at sunset and walks through the rice fields of Tegalalang. However, before they could understand the depth of this feeling, Pedro contracted an aggressive version of the virus. Alone and weakened, it was Dewi who took care of him, preparing jamu – a medicinal drink made with turmeric, ginger and honey –, giving therapeutic massages and using essential oils extracted from local herbs. During the most difficult moments, Pedro realized that he no longer wanted to live on the surface of things. His heart, until then closed, found a safe haven in Dewi.
However, their romance did not go unnoticed. Pedro, a foreigner with a past life of fleeting loves on the island, and Dewi, still attached to her past, aroused looks of distrust and envy. Friends of Dewi's ex-boyfriend began spreading rumors, and some people in the community looked at them with reservations. Their love was tested by jealousy and intrigue. But instead of giving in to external pressures, they decided to run away together, live a life without ties, leaving behind any judgment.
With light backpacks and full hearts, they set off on an adventure across Indonesia. They sailed through the crystal clear waters of Raja Ampat, where the multicolored corals seemed like another universe. They climbed Mount Bromo volcano, watching the sunrise paint the sky with golden and lilac hues. In Sumatra, they participated in spiritual ceremonies, where local shamans blessed their journey. They ate together on the roadside, sampling the spicy beef rendang and the famous fried bananas with honey. They slept under the starry sky, hearing only the sound of the waves crashing on the dark sand of Bali. It was a teenage passion experienced by mature souls, a connection that transcended time.
After months on the road, they decided to return to Bali to make their union official. The traditional wedding took place in a sacred temple, surrounded by jasmine and frangipani flowers. Dewi wore a golden kebaya, and Pedro wore an udeng, the ceremonial scarf. Amid offerings to the gods and religious chants, they promised each other love, freedom and respect. The ceremony was not just a union between two people, but a complete acceptance of the culture and spirituality that were now part of Pedro's life.
But the thirst for adventure didn't end there. After the wedding, they decided to continue exploring the world, this time in Europe. They bought a small van adapted for camping, which only had room for a mattress, a makeshift kitchen and a few essential belongings. They lived like nomads, crossing France, Spain and Italy, visiting remote villages, tasting new flavors and sleeping under different skies. Just like in Bali, they prepared simple meals on the road, but now swapping nasi campur for fresh bread and Portuguese wine.
When they arrived in Portugal, the reunion with the past was inevitable. Pedro saw his children again, who lived with his ex-wife. The moment was filled with conflicting emotions – joy, nostalgia and a kind of longing he couldn't explain. Dewi, with his calm acquired in Balinese temples, helped him deal with unresolved feelings. The Pedro who had left Portugal years before was not the same one who was returning now. He had found something much bigger than he was looking for.
But, given what they had built together, the question lingered: where would they put down roots? Bali still called to them, with its fragrant temples, volcanic sand beaches and the simplicity of island life. But what about Portugal? Is it time for Pedro to reconnect and rebuild his relationship with his children? The future was uncertain, and this story was far from having a definitive end.
Final Reflection
Life has an unexpected way of taking us where we need to be. Pedro never imagined that a painful divorce and a global pandemic would lead him to find true love and a new way of living. What seemed like a moment of loss became a rebirth.
We often resist change because we fear the unknown. But when we surrender to the flow of life, we realize that every experience, good or bad, is a fundamental piece in the puzzle of our destiny. Pedro and Dewi accepted the challenges and turned the unexpected into opportunities.
Their love was not an idealized fairy tale, but a journey of growth, learning, and freedom. Fate, with its silent wisdom, brought together two paths that should never have crossed. In the end, it doesn't matter where we end up, but the stories we collect along the way. And Pedro and Dewi knew that the greatest adventure of all was yet to come.
Indonesia - Performance
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